Rantings

I speak to Mahadevan a few times a day, that is if he's willing to talk to me. He sometimes just doesnt talk much over the phone. Listening to his voice brings tears to my eyes.

He says he doesn't want to come back to Kulai. I guess that makes 2 of us. Even I would be much happier staying in Seremban, nearer my mom and the rest of my family. Here, its just the 3 of us. Most of the day, its just Mahadevan and me, and then only at night Jay is home. On most weekdays, Jay is too preoccupied wiht his work that all he wants to do is come back and unwind in front of the tv. Now that Mahadevan is not here, my days are spent alone. No doubt i am able to go out and do somethings on my own but still, life is just not the same.

I am going to Seremban on Sunday to bring him back. Only 3 days have passed since i left him there but I feel like its been weeks! I plan to come back here on Monday. I can't imagine another week without him.