I went to Seremban on Friday as Jay had to attend a function in Teluk Intan (TI) on Saturday morning. Saturday morning, my mom and I took Mahadevan to Jusco to play. Jusco is practically a daily routine for Mahadevan when we are in Seremban as its right outside our housing area. He enjoys playing all the games and rides and then we go to the bookshop and sit there and read for a while.
I got a juicer for myself there as I have decided to make juice here. Amma has been doing it faithfully for the past 1 month and she says she feels so much better. I was previously hesitant to get one as i dont have much time in the morning to prepare all the stuff. But amma said you can actually cut most of the fruits the night before and store them in the fridge so you only have to do the apples the next morning. This is doable for me as I can prepare most of the stuff while Jay is entertaining Mahadevan.
We left Seremban on Sunday afternoon and Mahadevan said he doesn't want to follow us back. We had alsready packed his stuff so Jay and I just drove around the area incase he changed my mind. After about 10 minutes we called amma and she said Mahadevan is fine. We went back to drop off his things and he thought we were coming to take him and he started making a fuss.
I had already thought of leaving him there earlier upon amma's suggestion but everytime i asked him, he said no. When we reached i called amma and sha said that he's really happy. At first I was so relaxed to have nothing to do. But then later when i went upstairs and saw his things around i felt sad that he wasn't around. I kept thinking of all the things he would be doing.
Today I made my juice and then after my husband left for work, i have been browsing the web. I don't usually have the luxury of being on the comouter the whole day. I have decided to experiment on some cooking this week. I love to cook but with Mahadevan around, i only do simple, fast things as i have to be ready to layan him at any moment.
The house is sooooo quiet. Everything reamins in its place and there's no one calling "amma, amma" and asking a thousand "why's". I have not been without Mahadevan for so long it is really strange. Time passes really slowly when you have nothing much to do. I miss him soooo much.
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